Tuesday, August 9, 2011


Patience Please
as my body kicks my a$$ in another major fibro flare.

I'm trying. I really am.
The patience thing gets hard when suffering with chronic pain.
Little things feel huge.
Annoyances become astronomical.
People still expect and want and need
not understanding that I'm not always capable.
I look okay.
I feel like I was in a major car wreck.

Don't know if it's the weather.
Don't know if it's stress.
Don't know what's setting it off but I know it's been a while.

Lost a follower this week.
Don't blame 'em.
I've been MIA.
I've been uninspiring.
I've been lost for decent words.

I'm working through it.
I have good ideas in the making.
I have a surprise for tomorrow.

Sometimes all we have to do is look around for gentle reminders.
My cats.

They remind me to live in the moment.
They remind me to have patience.
They remind me I am loved and needed.

I really don't remember where I was going with this post.
My mind is not working as clearly as I would like.
For now. I ask. Patience please
while I work through my physical issues.
I feel like I haven't fully been present here in the blog world for some time.
I've been lurking and learning and loving.

Be back tomorrow with a fun story.


John said...

So sorry to hear that your fibri is having a major flare up. Pain certainly erodes patience. And Blogland is the poorer when you haven't posted for a little while but that just adds to the anticpation. As best you can be patient with yourself.

beth said...

thinking of you.....xoxoo

Elena said...

Well now that explains why I woke up with the persistent thought of "find out where she is"! I'm very sorry to hear you are going through the pain. But even through it all you still have the humor which is commendable. And what the heck are you feeding those cats?! Heehee they are sooooo cute.

Jaime said...

It's all ebb and flow in the blogging world.
I come and go so often, I'm surprised anyone still visits!

*I've been lurking and learning and loving*
Love that.

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