I have not blogged in a while.
I always mean to.
But never do.
I think about it.
I analyze it.
I say I will.
I find excuses.
Is it the fear of failure?
Is it the fear of judgement?
Is it the lack of time? (which is legit by the way)
Or is it something else?
Considering I signed up to this deal on my own
with no intended reason or purpose and no real goal
I have come to the conclusion that it is myself I fear.
my fear of failure
my fear of what others may think
my fear of being me
I am okay with me
but are others okay with me?
That question leads me to believe I am not as okay with me as I lead myself to think.
Now that's something worth pondering.
This post is dedicated to the person I see in the mirror every day of my life.
I vow to work harder at loving you for you.